Calmness

I'm completely calm. How weird. Yesterday I was freaking. But now my heart rate is steady. Like a metronome on tempo 72. Steady. Calm. I feel like going out to dinner. Oh God. My competition is tomorrow. And I get the results online on Sunday. Online. That's weird. But anyway. I'm calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm. Calm.